故乡的情怀
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我又回到小城中，再见夕阳红。桃花依然笑春风，春去太葱葱。青梅竹马意容容，依稀作残梦。啊....天涯飘零不相逢，可怜花艳红。
我又回到小城中，再见月蒙胧。独自排徊小楼中，衷情满心胸。小桥流水冉烟茫茫，人烟已渺踪。啊.....天涯飘零泪濛濛，白发笑春风。
这是一首我以前很喜欢的旧歌歌词，我只是轻轻的改了一改来描述此时此刻我的心情。阳春三月我披着濛濛春雨回到了家乡。“去年花里逢君别，今年花开又一年。”离上次回家刚好是一年。也许是人年纪大了，反而变得多情，总是忘不了家乡，忘不了往日的人和事，忘不了儿时的玩伴，朋友，同学，忘不了初恋的地方。虽然在这个城市里我逛了一天街也许见不到一个熟人，虽然在这个城市里我拥有一栋祖屋但每次回来我却不得不寄居在酒店 。虽然我已没有亲人住在这里。但我还是念念不忘这里，我还是努力给自己寻找个借口，理由，机会回来。这究竟是为什么呢？！说不清楚，也许是想寻找那已随着岁月的消逝而流失了的旧梦？往日情怀？
弹指间离开家乡二十多年了，家乡这座城市不断在变化。这几年我每年都找机会回来看看。我发觉原来家乡是那么美！当年不顾一切为了所谓的理想，毫不犹疑的抛弃这里。抛弃家乡，去响往那所谓的都市生活那所谓的自由，理想。去追寻那镜花水月中的梦。那究竟是对还是错呢？！
我常常在心里问自己，如果时光会倒流，如果再有一次给我重新选择的机会，我的选择又是如何呢？我不知道。我只知道今天站在这里的我是已经历了千般艰难与心酸了..........。
